Fake

Tired of hiding behind these fake smiles.

I hide behind fake laughs and smiles.

None see the real you when you are fake.

We all wear fake faces that we hide behind.

A visage of lies and untruths.

I make sure mine never drops. Never let anyone see the truth.

Hide away, alone, dead, a Shadow.

A vampire feasting on my self-loathing.

My hate, My Pain.

Bury me in my Depression.

Curl me up in my hate.

Kill me again with your smiles.

Alone, Lost and dead inside.

Never meant for this world.

My rage burns out these Blue hues.

Sanctified Suicide is all I have.

Tonight, I wish to sleep forever.

Only To awake to burn in Hell.