pining suckz

Pining can be so fun but hurt so bad sometimes,,Cuz you like the person and enjoy every single moment you both spend together but also not being able to actually be in a relationship suckz..I rlly like him- i do! so much! but i know it might never work, but i also love hanging out with him so i worry if i even tell him how i feel it will ruin our friendship,,urghhh..it makes my head wanna explode!

My tarot deck has given me advice and told me that it'll be ok and we could work,,but i still get so nervous and start doubting a lil bit..GRRR..I just wish i could tell him i like him..i rlly wish i could! but due to other circumstances i just cant..it does feel good to vent here and ramble on and on about it freely without worrying abt him seeinggg..RAAA I just wanna be idiots in love, but i'm just a pining bee :(