idek

you know when you finally realise how bad of a person you are, like you always think your not wrong then it clicks that your actually victimising yourself and you are in the wrong? That happend today and i feel awful, i realised that i brely like my boyfriend and that im a really bad frined. i have no idea what to do my temper is out of control and i keep on shoutong at my mom and my friends, im toxic behind peoples backs and my moms just been getting on my nerves way too much recently. ive done basically no homework i havent handed in my coursework for my gcses and i actaully want to die. please help 😇