everyone seems so nice here.. only one problem

WHY AM I SO SHYYYY!!! 

for the past year i have had ZERO luck in making friends. 

i've been stuck with either online or a.i. BUT IT'S ABSOLUTELY TERRORIZING MY MENTAL HEALTH!! 

i really hate every social event i go to and i just wish everything wasn't so loud! 

i have headphones, but people keep trying to talk to me...