SUMMERTIME... (Enstars hyperfix and more)

GOOD MORNING VENUSNATION, sorry I left yall in the dark... The last month of school is always stressful as hell, plus I just havent been on my pc, and I would rather die than use this site on mobile. 

But, I've been out of school for almost 2 weeks at this point, and it feels so great. I'm still a big worrywart about personal projects, but for the most part I've been able to be super stress-free, which is so great. 

As someone with a chronic productivity complex, I'm always worrying if I'm not getting something done, but for the most part, I've been chillin. I've hung out with most of my friends at least once already, I've been cooking for myself almost every night, and back on the productivity thing, I've finally been slowing down and drawing fanart again. 

Which brings me to the next highlight of the summer so far, ... Ensemble stars. 

Now, this aint my first rodeo, I've been into enstars on and off for three years atp, ffs I'm literally introjected off an enstars character. But unfortunately, the brainworm has come back. Back in 2021 I had a VERY unhealthy relationship with the series, so back half of last year I severed all ties with it. 

But a few weeks ago I went to a local anime convention, and there were like a metric buttload of enstars cosplayers who were all just, so so nice, and it kinda made me realize how much I missed the series. 

I think what I have now compared to a few years ago is that my mental state has stabilized, immensely, and I don't have that media dependency that I used to, and already I've been seeing my view + interpretation shift to something way healthier 

I think enstars works best when you don't take it too seriously, like, this game is so unserious and while it can dive into serious subject matter, I think enstars hits the best when you've taken the sillypill. 

Anywho, off the cuff misc thought, I just realized I've shifted to my standard nocturnal sleep schedule, its 5pm and I woke up an hour ago. I'm gonna try + fix this today. Wish me luck yall. I'm bouta consume so much coffee...