18.6

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Here I am again to express myself.
I did survive covid hahaha, 100% sure I was gonna
die but that's just me being dramatic I guess.
Another failed talking stage though as my Aquarius 
man ended up blocking me, only because of a mutual
friend of ours. But it's okay cause all he was, was handsome 
and I can always move past that. Although my situationship
seems to be thriving.
He came down to visit me from the mainland for a week and 
it was absolutely amazing although I have no faith in where 
this ends up going - even if its been a year together.
The only thing keeping us apart is the fact he is in love with 
someone he can't have. Which I understand, it still hurts though.
I believe I'm an ideal match for him and even our synastry 
agrees. But like I said, I have little faith for the future of us..

I started working again though. I had to move towns because 
of space issues that I was having with my old room mate.
We're still very much friends but I definitely felt like I was invading
the small space she did have.
Where I am now is good for now though. Living with my old stepdad
from 6 years ago until I can get my provisional license. Hopefully
this week it will all come together.
I work in a kitchen again, smaller and easier than the last but the 
pay is great and my colleagues are amazing. 

I can't wait for my own space though. No rules but my own and my 
cat that I haven't seen since I left. I miss him so much, the more I 
talk about him the more I want to cry. Mum still has him in the mainland
but my stepdad won't allow pets at his place so I'm on a mission
to find my own space for just us. Mum hates him too cause he's a very 
destructive cat but I don't mind. He's still my baby. 
I better get going now though as I've gotta make it to the bus stop 
before I miss the bus. Again. sigh.

Talk to you again soon, xx