june 16th and 17th 2023

grr lifes been so boring i havent even been able to write half as much as id like to for a day :((

yesterday me and my sister had to do really tough field work, which took us the whole day. ugh we were so exhausted, i had dirt all over me, pretty sure it got in my lungs too. but then i took a shower and now im fresh, clean and pretty again :3

today wasnt very exciting either. i found one fanfic that was perfect!! the tags were great, the description was chefs kiss........ only for the fic to become so unreadable in the middle of it </3

then i simply decided to draw and thats all ive been doing today... boring ik 

today i was feeling lonely, as i usually am, but the lonelieness was interestingly enough not that bad today. sure i got that sad feeling in my gut as i usually do when i realise how lonely i actually am, but today was so nice outside that i guess it made me feel a little better? im just hoping that continues and i keep feeling less and less lonely every day :] cause im so sick of the feeling 

okay thats it! see ya lovelies