ok im a little annoyed (vent)

so basically i was supposed to hang out w my bf today right? but i didnt really feel like driving out that far (he lives a lil far from me) bc i started my period yesterday & i feel like crap. he told me THIS MORNING that we could definitely hang out, which gets my hopes up. i have a history of getting my hopes up for things & those things getting cancelled or something. i have told him about this history. i wait pretty much all day for a word from him like "hey get ready im omw" or something like that, that's what he usually does when he heads my way. he told me beforehand that he has to do something for his new job & that hes skating with his friends. no problem, he told me with those things that we'd still have time to hang out. "definitely". it's now almost 8 pm, I finally ask him about hanging out bc he hasn't said a word abt it so i assume he forgot or something. funny enough, plans are cancelled. as i expected. thats the only thing i was looking forward to today, was to see him bc any of my other irl friends are busy all the time & I barely get a chance to see them. so, im not the happiest at him rn. :')