Day 3 on Spacehey

Today I didn't feel any energy to wake up early, either because I was so happy that my cousin stayed the night on Wednesday that I slept too late or because I am too tired of everything and just want time to go faster and for me to get out of highschool and get a job while going to university.

Why, if that's going to make me even more tired and I won't have enough time?

Because I want to feel a little independent.

I want to buy some little things for myself and save money too just in case. I want to not feel guilty over wanting things that may be a little more pricy.

And I want to get used to things that can happen when I get a job. I can't be "protected" just because It's not "good enough". I just want something to do.

It's good to do something outside, isn't it? Isn't it better to stay outside and try to be human?

Well, other than that, I finished the drawing I made for the art course and I'll bring it there on Tuesday. I hope to improve more in art. I hope to improve in life.

I want to be proud of myself, even though I can't even look at the school book without wanting to set it on fire. It's just one more year. It's even less than a year.

I just can't fail. I won't fail.

Well, I'm having dinner right now, so time to eat!