College suckz

I'm Tekno/Iris, 18 year old trad goth. I feel kinda lost rn?? Not in college rn, just finished my first year and am taking a semester long break for the summer. I'm just at home all day blogging. Eating. Watching movies and anime, that sorta thing. Life is a lil slow but that's ok!! It's kinda sad but I'm also grateful that I'm not working myself into the ground at the moment lolz. Anyone else have this feeling??