diary 4

Angel said he was coming back today so i tried to look cute in case he came by my job. He didn't show up. He didn't even text me back until late at night but i'll get to that later. But the creepy security guard was there and he kept talking to me. One time he said "what's up beautiful" then when i was on break he said he wanted to take me to dinner and that he would teach me how to drive. He's making me extremely uncomfortable. I'm not scared of him like i think he would do something to me but i'm scared of him because i can't get him to leave me alone. I can't stand up for myself. Anyway when Angel finally texted me back he told me he changed his plans and now he's going to another state instead of coming here. He also called me princess. I'm so annoyed at him but i'm annoyed with myself. I said i wouldn't let him get in my mind. I know he always bails. I know i can't trust him. And i still let myself believe he was coming. And i let myself feel annoyed that he isn't. And i don't even have it in me to show him how i feel. He's playing with me and i can't help being nice to him.