summer

I've been home for a little over a month now. I haven't really been on my computer much since I was mainly using it for school. It's been nice being home, at first I was feeling a little unmotivated since I have been having some trouble finding a job but recently I've been feeling good. I feel happy and full of gratitude toward the earth and the people around me. Someone close in the family passed away and as much as it's been sad I feel like it has brought me much closer with my grandmother and my cousins. I feel good and I really want to have an amazing summer. Also! my birthday was on June 7th so I'm 19 now!!! me and my best friend hung out and went to a carnival and made a tres leches cake, it was so good!!! I've also been trying to pick up crocheting but it's very difficult IMO lol but I think I'm getting the hang of it. I think keeping myself busy and productive and off of my phone will definitely make my summer better. I want to start going o the gym more consistently lol but I lowkey don't enjoy the gym that much but I also don't mind going. this is kind of all over the place lol but I'm praying that this summer will be the best one yet and if it doesn't meet my expectations that okay because right now I'm enjoying my time home with my family and cats. that's enough for me.