diary 3

So i talked to Noodle. Apparently it's kinda obvious that i like Cookie. I'm kinda embarrassed because he's a lot like my ex. My ex is probably worse but they're both dickheads. Why am i like this? 😭 Anyway Noodle and Cookie aren't friends anymore. I think that argument was the last straw and now she doesn't want anything to do with him. It's understandable. To be honest I don't know if it's shitty of me for staying friends with someone that disagrees with me and the rest of our group on something like that or if it would be shitty to stop being friends over something like that. I just can't tell what is and isn't serious to others. Or what does and doesn't really matter. Angel texted me today. He said "Baby, tomorrow I'm going to travel there" but he didn't respond when i texted back. He's so annoying. And yes i do like being called baby and i did feel something 😳 But don't worry. I still don't trust this guy. He would have to prove everything wrong before i let him actually get to me again. And even if he is being completely genuine and everyone was wrong about him, the situation is so difficult.. I don't think it would work out. Sigh.. why couldn't i be born in a romance anime or something