15.06.23

I hate it when one of my friends in school starts teasingly fighting me , because I don't want to hurt them ,but if i don't fight back they start hitting me even harder, so the only thing i can do is to hold my tears back and tell them to stop. But even if i do so they don't listen to me. But I don't think that is the fact that they are hitting me the problem, i think that it's because i start remembering how i was treated when i was a kid. I know that this is supposed to be something "fun" or something that friends are supposed to do but my views of a friendship and having fun are waaaay different than what they think. So i might just start acting a bit distant and cold towards them because i am starting to get very serious bruises and am getting done with them all.