Going to California

I love to overthink, it helps with packing because I think of every possible option, but narrowing down said options is where it gets tricky, I love packing for stuff, I once packed for a trip in middle school 3 months in advance xD I go around creating Pinterest boards, Amazon wishlists to share w/ my mom, whom reluctantly buys some of the stuff on there, if I died looking at the sunrise or sunset from the view of a plane window, life would have been worth it and I wouldn't have been happier, I love planes and airports, there's stuff to do and your never stuck in one place because of needing to move around quickly and on time, making playlists to download and fantasize about listening to Pluto projector while watching the sun peak up from the blankets of clouds, makes me want to melt, makes me want to cry because I've been able to experience something I think is a blessing (I'm an atheist btw) I hate using the word but it feels like a wave of ecstasy slapping me in the face with the warm golden sunlight and chill guitar of Pluto projector, ofc I listen to other music but it's hard to be happy when you listen to practically the most depressing shit music in existence :< I'm excited to pack my 3ds though! And my tablet for the trip obvi, I'm going to make so many sketches, can you tell im excited? ":∆ my sleep schedule is fucked, I need to fix it and soon, I'm falling asleep while writing this LMAO...