"stand-in friend"

any1 else ever feel like such a "stand-in friend" ?!

my friends are so so nice to me and r so cool but like, i know if their ACTUAL bff was around theyd completely ignore me !! one time i missed soo much school and they barely knew i was gone, it super sucks ! it feels being a part timer or smth..

anywayssss i know i'll find real friends 1 day, u just gotta find yr ppl ig