WHY IS FINDING REFS SO DIFFICULT T_T

so I'm trying to 3D model a character, right? It took me THREE HOURS to find a character turnaround I could actually use :'D 

its the same with drawing in 2D, for some reason I'm just cursed to never find a good reference image for what I'm doing

sidenote, does anyone have any tips for modelling on Blender? I'm a total newbie bc I usually do rigging or animate with models from Vroid Studio (v useful resource btw) and I have a lot of trouble with the shape of the head