ngl

tbh im considering dropping all my friends. like i love them all so much and i dont want to leave them but i honestly dont feel like theres more giving than receiving if that makes sense. and honestly when i say it out loud it sound super hypocritical. but in all honesty i dont think they truly care about me or the things i have to say so whats the point in staying. they all piss me off with the way they act. and im still not over the fact that they decide to cut me off and interupt me every goddamn second i try to say something. its so self absorbed and honestly douchebaggy. i swear its like if you dont like me whats the point in keeping me around? atp its whatever im honestly just getting used to it which honestly sound cringe but i am.