online diary:day 1

Hi online diary i guess,

ive spent countless months alone in my room all day, every day and i just wonder if my earthly inexperience will deny me of heavenly indulgences

ive missed out on being human, i know longer know if i am one or if my existence is purely secluded to the four walls ive become so familiar with

i hope when my time does eventually come, it will be peaceful, like getting a hug from my mother