My Birthday’s coming up (June 26th)

I dont really know how to feel about it, to be honest. Lots of things have given me a sort of distaste for the date of my birth.. though I can’t say I hate it completely I guess? It’s a milestone every year for me. I think where as others may think over how they made it past another day, I think on how I’ve made it another year, especially with my rocky background. Every year feels like a new day. The next step for me I feel. All I can really do is hope I don’t trip. Though for once, in this moment, I can say to myself that I feel somewhat proud for how far I’ve come. There’s been many times I was close to shutting down the chance to even see this upcoming date again. I was gonna cut my life short. Through my attempts I still managed to make it here. My scars as proof. And it makes my happy to be able to say that. I love those who have stuck it through my hardships and seen my at my lowest over so many years. I hope you’ll all still be there by my side for when I finally reach the summit. 🤍