Crush !!

Ok so, I have this crush on someone I just met like almost two months ago and since the first time I saw him I felt this kind of attraction towards him, like something was begging me to keep looking at him and since that moment I started to romanticize EVERYTHING he would do with me, like if it was when PER EXEPLE last week he reached me to greet me with a kiss on the cheek and since I was sitting his hand BARELY TOUCHED MY KNEEE I sound like a sociopath but no I’m just delusional. Anyways, we where at a birthday party and he kept coming up with conversations to have with me, I don’t know if it was because he is just a good person and wanted me to feel part of it all but aasdfsgagafaghas WHEN HE WOULD LOOK TOWARDS ME AND JUST LEAN BACKWARDS AND SMILE AT ME I COULDNT NOT SMILE BACK LIKEWEEJSHSHAHAHSHS IM SO INTO HIM ITS BURNING ME ALIVEEEE 

ok, I said what I had on my chest and now I’m just waiting for next Saturday since is going to be another birthday party of one of his closest friends and he is obviously going to be there so I have to look good. 

I kind of feel stupid for wanting to look good for a guy,,,, but I really want him to look at me,,,, 

Anyways bye !!!!!