During school thoughts

My french teacher  is right now talking about how people are getting lazy in the second half of the year and damn i feel like she is talking right in my soul.

Why should i even try if i always feel like teachers dont really care abt me compared to the loud and troubled kids,they always get the attention and good grades by randomly shouting in class. Srsly i feel like off-ing myself seeing these attention needing kids, but wait maybe i am the one wanting attention,why am i being so selfish, i have no right talking like this abt them so mean. Its  my fault not being interesting enough or having no personality.

But to be fair i often see the dissapointent in my teachers faces when im the only one raising my hand.. Are u saying u would rather have no obe raise their hand then mine?

[This is just a vent and for people who share similar feelings]

Maari loves you

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