my thoughts of life

i hope to have a positive impact on the people i know in life, to make their lives a little bit less shit. i want to give my experience and thoughts to a good use to better someone i care about. but the thing i hate about me is that most of the people i used to know were horrible to me when i just want them to be better as people. this life is meaningless but the people you surround yourself with and yourself can make it have some sort of meaning. im finally happy about living in my life and i feel content within myself and i that experience to everyone i know. it feels like whole like when im sad i know its not gonna be like this forever, i feel so much better about myself as a person and i want the people i know to have that about themselves, i care about everyone i meet.

it wont be forever, there's a time when it gets better, believe in that.