we ll never really be happy will we

originally posted this on twt (priv) two days ago but like i said i liked the layout here better so im reposting here #slay 

the thing about people is that they wish for something the world can never give them, whether it be a specific person, a specific feeling, or anything, because its all just gonna end anyway, that little spwrk of happiness you get is temporary and wont light up your soul, youll forever be empty, roaming around in your mind, wishing for something to happen, to fulfill your wishes, to be happy, but you know that that will never happen because your wish is too specific, your wish is something the world cannot comprehend to grasp, therefore they give you a small piece of chance to enlighten your view for a while, until it all turns colorless and you find yourself longing again for something new because we are creatures that are full of greed and selfishness its in our nature to want more you will look into the people with lights in their eyes and hope that one day, someday, youll be the same way, youll see the world as a colorful, wonderful thing, but you know youve lost your chances to see the world as a better place a long time ago so you keep longing and longing to feel something, something that will make you feel more fulfilled, feel happier, ecstatic. but in the end, youll never be truly happy, and you know that