c ano si ano si

(kilala niyo na ..) medj ano ,,, medj naiisip q na hes starting to not trust me anymore after i confessed . gn im so paranoid pero basta feeling q lng na ganun ... im so frustrated, i dont want us to be like -- yknow ????? i hate this !! he doesnt trust me anymore !! im so ?!?!?! om gonan ?!?!?! cry?!?!?!? screaming rn !!! i js want him to trust me, thats all i want

sure, i sound desperate, but im SERIOUS. its all i want at this point, for him to trust me enough to talk to me about his struggles, i understand that im not the best at talking about solutions but im trying to be better for him, but like ??? yuh