VENT!Poem Untitled by Chibi

I can feel it

In my bones in my soul

The never ending clash of rocks and stone

A tidal wave, A Tsunami just sits

Fear and Anger takes it toll

So I wait

Feeling the anxiety of the calm before the storm

The need to breathe as I drown and want to scream

I know what's coming I just can't stop what I will do

So I sit there torn

Hoping that they will show up with a rescue team

I'm not a princess but I knew the pain I'm putting myself through, real or not hurts me most

When it unleashes I will tare my city down and with it who I know and love

I will watch myself turn into a monster that nobody couldn't help me to become, Godzilla couldn't stand a chance in my path

When I am happy I almost boast, replying with Riposte, A queen at her bedpost, Avoiding the feeling Inmost that's me

When I'm Down the lows are the worst, To shove the tears in my throat, Amove from my throne by my own thoughts as I choke on the pain I can't get rid of

But the Anger holds anew, a wrath I've never known that turns lovers into enemies and I into a Red Eyed Psychopath waiting for her Bloodbath

At what point do I become a Monster? When society deems, the same society that told me to stop feeling it. 

The never ending clash of rocks and stone

The Tsunami stirring in my soul

I can still feel it. 

Do I wait?