bored and tired / 12th, june 2023

its 11:22 pm.

i have nothing better to do really.

just watching some coryxkenshin and trying not to wake my mom up.

i dont have much to blog about tonight.

besides that im going to a carnival this weekend.

local one.

been awhile since ive been to a carnival.

im going with my mom and godsister.

other than that im pretty much just gonna be doing nothing but working.

i might also be hanging out with my brother next week after fathers day.

thats about it.

wish my life was more interesting.

but i dont have any friends.

no partner.

nothing.

i dont like being alone.

i want somebody to talk to.

i want a permanent friendship.

but its so hard to find those these days.

especially since for the last almost 4 years, ive been stuck in a house doing online schooling and never interacting with anybody.

all because of covid.

but ig most of the reason was by choice too.

i hate talking to people in person, but when i start connecting with someone online its so much different.

i have a totally different version of myself shown online than what i show in real life.

but thats pretty much everybody now.

but i dont want to get into that right now.

maybe in another blog.

im tired and i have to work in the morning.

goodnight.

thanks for reading.