why dealing with spoiled students is so hard? (br!)

💕  this year, the school has a theater project based on an old play called "Galileo Galilei". yes, it's about that famous physicist. this theater play replaces a traditional school work. people who are collaborating with her won't need to do a boring activity while those not participating will have to watch her intently to do the boring activity. I got a good role and it's really fun to do it since it's my first time. I'm doing my best to make my part excellent. but it seems that some colleagues are not taking it seriously

💕I feel very sorry for my teacher. many students are there just to earn points and arrive 40 minutes late for rehearsal. a few minutes it's ok since I myself was already late for about 5 minutes but 40?

💕I don't think I even need to mention that my classmates fight over the dance that will take place in the middle of the presentation. the vibe of the choreography is "TikTok in 2020" and really, anyone who dances other things like contemporary dance (me) or ballet gets bored easily. so from the beginning I made it clear that I preferred not to participate in that part. but of course they keep charging me. Lah, the pacifist saint who accepts everything.

💕today (12/06/2023) (fun fact: today is Valentine's Day in my country!) my colleagues had a very long discussion about this choreography. but since I'm not going to participate, I didn't care. none of my friends were very involved so I was on my own. but the white blonde with the light eyes came to ask why I wasn't defending someone in this fight, since it was about the whole group. when I said I wasn't going to dance, she gave me this look... I really wanted to punch her in the face. I did not do this.

💕 I'm simply losing my patience with these people, they don't have the slightest idea of ​​the importance of this work. the points involved may prevent future problems for me in subjects I'm not very good at. and they take it like it's just a thing to secure the points. they don't help and ignore those who are there trying hard to do something meaningful and present the best theater possible for our teachers. It's not the first time something like this has happened but I'm tired of it.

💕 I think it got a little long but here's my little outburst. thanks for reading!