i'm normal about the american rock band my chemical romance

Sometimes l8 at night I cry bc I think of how I'll react when MCR5 comes out. I begin crying bc I imagine myself sobbing and having a mental breakdown when MCR5 comes out. I'm so excited 4 the album and I already know I'll b crying on its release d8. I cried so hard when foundations came out, and that's just a single. Imagining my reaction when the album comes out is an experience difficult 2 describe. The excitement with sadness mixing and boiling inside of me when it happens is a thought that is hard 4 me 2 comprehend. When it actually happens, I'll b an uncontrollable mess of a person as I let all of my emotions out at once. 

Anywho I'll probably rush over 2 whatever social media site and see the public's reaction 2 MCR5. We don't know how it'll b like, but it'll certainly sound different than any other MCR album. I personally think that there'll b some metal influence apparent in the album (aka I just wanna hear more of Gee's screams/harsh voice). If the album gets released in the beginning or middle of the month it's released in, I'll definitely b convincing my parents or grandma 2 buy me a physical copy of the album. Vinyl, cassette or CD, idc I'm getting my hands on a copy of that beautiful album. The mere thought of it getting released is what's been motivating me since the beginning of this year. Other than spite, I've been motiv8d 2 take care of myself and make sure I stay alive long enough 2 see the album's release. I can't wait until the day I'll finally hear its glorious sounds. Until then, I'll patiently sit on the edge of my seat. (That's it 4 my thoughts on mcr rn)