TW VENT ABELISM

yikez, the title makes it sound like im attention seeking. i kinda js wanna vent about how hard it iz az an autistic person with abelist parentz. they aren't that bad, they are just simply misinformed about Nuerodivergent people, and even though i was diagnosed, they still didn't bother to change anything they do. im a "high functioning" or "low needs" autistic, meaning (according to my parentz) im "not very autistic" and they completely ignore my needz. and i know Neurodivergent disorders are hereditary. my dad is autistic, he also has bipolar. my mum thought he waz "too mentally unstable" and left him. i barely see him and don't live with any Neurodivergent people. back to what i was saying earlier, my stepdad made abelist jokez abt people with special needz. he usually impersonated what he thought a typical autistic person. after i was diagnosed he were alot less close and he doesn't do that in front of me anymore, he makez fun of my sensory overloadz and meltdowns though. they yell at me when i have semsory issuez due to clothez of food, they take away my privilegez if i do it on public. all i want iz a pair of noise cancelling headphonez, like the onez that go on your head not in your earz because the onez that go in your earz feel uncomfortable for me. they said therez no need and that noisez can sound annoying sometimez. i want to run away