Entry Eleven, Vent-y Edition.

my parents' new shop finally has a (somewhat?) working shower and sinks down at it, and theyre getting ready to install washing machines/a dishwasher in it. im both excited and a little nervous. i dont want this to all be a bust in the end, but things are going pretty steady so far. dunno, something about today felt kinda cozy (probably because it wasnt a weekday and me and my mother talked for most of the ride home and to places).

speaking of my mom, her and my dad are about to get into another fight. probably. well, more like they already had their little spit and soon ill have to deal with the fallout, like listening to my mother vent. not that i dont mind gossiping and venting with her, it just sucks.

im dreading having to eventually see my father again, be it after i graduate like my original plan or later in my life. how do you restart talking to a family member after basically ghosting them for two years? and its not like i havent done this before, this seems to happen everytime i stay with my mother. is it so much to ask that they act like adults for once.

anyway, on a much lighter note my mom gave me an entire bread loaf. like, a bought pre-sliced loaf. i dunno, something about that is kind of funny to me.

i always feel a little weird uploading these. im worried that its annoying and, well im not exactly worried but i just never have anything to talk about, nor do i know how to put it into words. oh well i guess.