basic info about the system cause im not letting the other egos do it

also cause i have a chronic oversharing problem and if anyone should be handling possible hate comments it should be me. if this ends up being a honeypot for people to follow me thats also cool ig.

this is the ego eden median system. i like to alternate between we/us, i/me, and i+/me+. we’re a bodily adult, but in terms of actual mentality i+ consider myself+ to be ageless, or age is too complicated to be applicable here. so ig that would count as being chronosian. we’re also heavily based in otherkin, delusions, and constelic identities.

we dont like getting into it too much as it hurts to think about, but in terms of sentience and origin, we’re apiconscious and nebugenic. i have heavy depersonalization and as such blur extremely frequently, or often feel vacant and operating on autopilot. “consciousness” feels more like a mix of voices and thoughts and earworms floating around rather than one singular thought or multiple people speaking and taking turns. “it doesn’t make sense?” exactly, now you’re getting it.

collectively, with few exceptions such as daisy, i+ identify as genderqueer, transmasc, aroace, gay, and objectum + fictoqueer. make of that what you will, and if you can’t, then it’s working. oh yea we also use they/it/sprout collectively so that’s pretty neat.

headcount is tricky cause im not sure what counts as a separate selfhood and what doesnt, i also just hate categorizing my shit. but here’s what we have so far.

• OS, the sort of singletsona/outer shell personality that usually defaults in public settings
• mori, the primary host and frequent fronter
• null, the name given to the autopilot
• CAIMEO, resident nicelad, kin/identity holder, also the personification of headspace
• daisy, the identity holder, systeen, the system’s only girl
• the uranian prince, amorform, identity holder, and all around romantic yearner
• vyriss, the traumaholder and little, frequent regressor
• badger, the protector and trauma breaker
• plum, the bpdform symptom holder and persecutor