uhhmm...

so I think my bf broke up with me and we've been dating for 2 months now today was our 2-month anniversary and he texted me saying "I'm sorry" and "You need to forget about me. You cannot wait for me to get better when we don't know when that will be. You're wasting your time waiting." Yeah so ig he did break up with me but like ugghh idk, I spent the last few hours crying about it and it's like I can't accept the fact that it's over and all of our memories keep playing in my head over and over and agghh I hate it cause I really don't wanna give up on him you know I wanna be there for him and I wanna make more memories with him and maybe I was a little bit obsessed and a little bit attached and I still am so ig that's why it feels so shitty