get to know me >_<

some basic stuff:

• i'm almost 16 years old, born in 2007
• level C1 in english, sorry about the mistakes 
• i used to have guitar classes (stoped playing and now suck at it tho
• currently having cello classes!! luv it but almost cried last class cause the teacher called me out for the first time eva....
• i occasionaly draw and write (mostly tales and stupid poems
• when i was 13 an online friend told me the way i organized sentences (IN OUR MOTHER TONGUE!) made no sense and i still think about it
• i go by any pronouns
• sometimes i question whether i have adhd *-*
• i was raised christian and still deal with a lot of guilt these days
• i (all of these starts with "i" T-T) have been journaling on the same diary since i was 10. that thing got some gems i could show here someday
• i was really weird as a kid (and got bullied lolz). first i was the quiet one with obscure interests (like sinks and spongebob g0re??? why), then i changed schools in 3rd grade, made friends with classmates for the first time ever, and became cringe and LOUD for some reason. stayed like that for 3,5 years until the pandemic hit. isolated, i went back to my weird-nerdy-quiet phase and has stayed like that since.
• i don't wanna grow up
• i love nostalgia (like duuh i'm a spacehey user)
• i'm on my school's robotic team. i'm learning C++ the hard way cause we didn't have time for proper programming classes (WHAT THE F IS A FUNCTION🦅🦅🦅💥💥💥)
• i first started showing signs at like 6 years old but only actually realized i was fruity at age 10

more about my interests:

music

• i have been a die hard mcrmy for almost 3 years. they've actually saved my life
• i used to be crazy about kpop and random turkish / ukranian songs for some reason
• i cannot function without music
• my dad introduced me to rock music and my mom introduced me to opera 

fandoms

• first fandoms ever were gumball and miraculous ladybug 
• the first fandom i was actually active in tho was army (bts). kinda miss it cause you know, 2016-2018 era was fun af
• my most embarrassing phases were the beatles and voltron fandom

favorite characters

• data (star trek)
• miki sayaka (madoka magica)
• sherlock holmes

books

• as a kid i read (and wrote!) a lottt. stopped for a while and i'm slowly coming back to da reader era
• been on a major sherlock holmes phase since 2019
• this year i'm planning to get into some classics. so far i've read the stranger, wuthering heights, white nights, and the metamorphosis.

raahh idk what else 2 put here