@tumblr stop deleting ed blogs pls

woohoo i'm cured. thx tumby. like whats the purpose ugh. its just frustrating. the only people who have been able to articulate what i feel so accurately have been the people and accounts i've found on edblr and of course other ed forums (ugh but its just so convenient on tumblr) so im sad. also all my low cal recipes and everything. ugh. idek, i tagged everything on my blog w tw so yeah if you followed that you would see it, but otherwise, hopefully everyone else would leave us alone. idk. "promoting" it?? idk if deranged rants count as "promoting" really i feel thats an even better reason not to engage? "dont wanna be delirious timmy over here" like??? ugh. im just frustrated. especially since it felt more connected than other places. a lot of the posts i read felt like diary entries from other people and that really made me feel connected. idk maybe i just havent found the right forum yet but other forums dont have the personal aspect that blogs on tumblr have. where you can just post things into the void like that no holds barred vs forums you post expecting replies. but since they *are* posts theyre tagged and things like that which make it a bit social like yes you do have permission to read it (i tagged it for a reason) but also i'm not expecting reply so its drabbly and incoherent but it feels how you feel. idk. also it feels more raw when you can just whip out your phone in the moment and type up a post, vs going on a forum page and typing it up idk.