emotional stuff i guess!

hallooo
im typing this out here cause i dont really know where else to put these feelings and ideas so here i am!

i've been struggling a lot with this weird idea where i wish everything in the world was uniform and perfect.

in fact these thoughts have been so constant that i've even created an oc based on these feelings, a character that lives in a lifeless, perfect world made of white porcelain and gold. this oc, has long dark hair, so that she stands out strongly against the environments i plan on drawing her in. 

there is no suffering, no sadness or illness in her world, 

but there is no happiness or enjoyment either. her world is static, stuck forever on pause. 

she's alone here in this universe, an empty shell of a person being the only living thing that occupies this empty shell of a world..

when i draw her properly i will share her with you! her name is hitori, which can mean many things in japanese, 

but its main use is to say that someone is "single, alone".

- nene