new meds

i'm about to go to the doctor to start more meds. i'm not sure 

how i feel about my menagerie of pills i have to take, but at 

least a couple of the pills i take are hrt! i got approved for the

pill form of testosterone which, from the research i've done, 

works pretty quickly and you feel the effects sooner. i'm pretty

excited for that. 

i've been drawing again a little bit. i've made a resolution to fill

out this one sketchbook i got ages ago by the end of the year. i'm

about a third of the way through so it's looking like i may be able 

to meet my goal! it's a pretty small sketchbook, though. i usually 

use red and black ink, but i might break out my colored pencils

for some drawings i want to do over the weekend. 

i'm currently between jobs and i've been so dreadfully bored. i've

tried joining some discord servers and such but nothing's really 

taking and i feel like i'm going to melt into a puddle from boredom. 

as i said above, i'm trying to fill the sketchbook, but my art block has

been so bad lately! my job should start next week and i'm really holding

out hope for it. i didn't get the floral job unfortunately so we're trying 

for a different retail position.