I thought I was safe when I was with you. But then I felt your hands upon me without warning.
It was a heavy weight. Too much to carry. Having no control is insanely scary.
I couldn’t escape.
I struggled to move but my voice faded away in the dark.
I had no choice in the matter.
I was trying so hard to stay strong
But the feeling of you upon my skin
Has lingered for so long.
I shudder and shake at the thought of what was done.
It isn’t forgiven.
You deserve nothing but dirt across your tongue.
It will NEVER be forgiven.