Life

Do you guys ever go to bed fearing you won't wake up the next day?  I'm not sure why I fear death so much.  Maybe it's because I am thinking about my kids and what they will do after I am gone.  Or the pain they will feel from losing me.  I don't know.  I know death is inevitable and everyone will get there but just the thought of it scares me so much.  I love life and all that comes with it.  

The other day I was talking to my husband and we were talking about aging and death.  I asked if he wished he was immortal and in my mind I was already thinking I knew what he was going to say.  But then he immediately responded that he would hate being immortal and that living too long would be boring.  I wish my brain worked like that.  If I could live forever, I would.  Oh I'm sure it would get boring but then at least I wouldn't have that fear of dying.

I don't think anything scares me as much as death and diseases.  What are your thoughts?  If you had a choice, would you want to be immortal?