Do you guys ever go to bed fearing you won't wake up the next day? I'm not sure why I fear death so much. Maybe it's because I am thinking about my kids and what they will do after I am gone. Or the pain they will feel from losing me. I don't know. I know death is inevitable and everyone will get there but just the thought of it scares me so much. I love life and all that comes with it.
The other day I was talking to my husband and we were talking about aging and death. I asked if he wished he was immortal and in my mind I was already thinking I knew what he was going to say. But then he immediately responded that he would hate being immortal and that living too long would be boring. I wish my brain worked like that. If I could live forever, I would. Oh I'm sure it would get boring but then at least I wouldn't have that fear of dying.
I don't think anything scares me as much as death and diseases. What are your thoughts? If you had a choice, would you want to be immortal?