fear is TEH MIND KILLLAAA

my bf is teh moast fearlss guy EVA !!!!1! doesnt maek me jelous r anythin just maeks me thinkkk y cant i b moar liek HIM!!!! evry facet of mai lyf is drawn bck bcuz im sooo scared 2 nt be a doormat liek i wuz told how cute it iz that im soooooooooo sXe nd it didnt maek me irrit8d jsut made me THINK liek why am i a doormat 2 every1 else y do i freek out when i need 2 confront ppl. idk i feel lyk a lot of it has 2 do w da fact that hes a man nd im liek not but stil........... i wish i cld emul8 him moar bcuz hes the best purrson i kno. he maeks me so happy nd he made me wnt 2 get back in2 the sceen again nd he maeks me feel liek the only gurl in the whooooooooole world :3 nd 2 him i might as well b.... i wish i wuz liek him but the oder day he told me the same thin. maybee we all jus want wut we cant hve ????????????????? IDK!! in any case hes the sexx nd maeks me feel alive liek finally.... i liek 2 pawnder dyin sometiems but only if hez okay in teh end. i dnt think he can die but i think im dyin soon

✮ cadavera