07/06/2023

God today work wasn’t even that bad (up until 4pm) but like.. I feel like I’m gonna puke. Ugh. It’s funny I was excited to be apart of this job. Now? I’m not so sure? I’m not the best at remembering things or at being specifically neat when it comes to presentation of the food we serve. I’ve applied to a different job but haven’t heard back from them yet. I probably have some kind of memory issues, no wait I don’t know why I’m saying probably. I CERTAINLY without a doubt do. I’m working again Saturday so at least now I won’t have to be back in there for another 2 days. I just don’t think working in a restaurant environment is for me I’ve now realised. Like I’m fine with doing the gelato! That’s ok! But making and topping the crepes and waffles? I’m useless x( 

Right now I’m waiting for my bus back home, i enjoy waiting for it oddly enough. Gives me time to reflect and think. But yeah as I said earlier. Me? Attention span and memory of a goldfish and I fucking hate it