love problems..

anyway, i have to tell smth

i think, my classmate fell in love with... me. he writes me everyday, always spending on me a lot of money, always gifts me smth and he always hugs me... but i don't think that my feelings are mutal to him.

he likes classicism and classical music, but i like gothic and rock music and classicism makes me sick. also, he have a cleft lip and some problems with eyes and ears, and this makes him... repulsive, i guess?

but he is kind... and he understands me... THAT'S ALL SO HARD 

also, my internet friend fell in love with me... but i can't see something more, than friendship in him.. that's all so hard, i'm gonna die