A poem

It is not completely done. I have been rewriting it over and over but I would love some thoughts! but I started it when I was in a psych ward after attempted suicide earlier this year.

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There is no future, for this I knew

Looking towards the void

screaming, clawing, crying,

anything, anything, nothing

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Envy, Hate, Sorrow, Despair

Adorn my skin; an open wound

there is no suture for this I knew

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Like a wounded dog I'd howl for help
Screaming, Clawing, Crying, Everything

Nothing.

A deadly response
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Abandoned, Caged, watching life continue

Isolated.

A forsaken observer

Suffocating, drowning, I needed out

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Only one escape for this I know

anger, sadness, guilt

burn up on my skin; I sprint towards oblivion

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Falling into ash
Dying

For this I know

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Again its a wip but I have been wanting to share it ~somewhere~
any feedback would be nice ^d^