Absence of Silver Wolf

The day has finally come... The fated arrival of Silver Wolf in Honkai Star Rail... After saving for weeks, and strenuously enduring several hours of server downtime, I finally found myself eagerly sitting in my seat, staring at the effulgent banner displayed on my computer screen... I calmed my nerves, placed my hand over my computer mouse with impressive tact, and pressed down on left click with the determination and grit of a dead man walking...

Four Star...

Unshaken, I click again.

Four star...

No worries, I still have 20 wishes left...

Four star...

A tear begins to well in my eye, but through sheer force of will, I withdraw it back into my tear ducts, rehydrating my now-glistening eyes ever so slightly...

Four star...

I see... This is the cruel truth of reality, reflected by the digital mirror in front of me... Silver Wolf... I can't understand why you refuse to come home... But... But...! If this is the path you've decided to walk, then I won't be the one to stop you... ...So be it! I'll save this pity, I'll save these wishes, and I'll save this love in my heart! I'll give it all to Luocha, and to Blade! They'll understand! I'm sure they will! They have to...! This is my truth... I should've known all along... I wished for Jing Yuan and he eventually came... Yes... This dark heart of mine, it resonates solely and only with yaoi! This is my truth!!!