4.6.23

This week was extremely good and extremely bad. idk how to explain it.

extremely good:

- bought some new stuff for my wardrobe

- finally opening up to new people (online not irl unfortunately)

- its a holiday

- found a new hobby (crocheting!!)

- its pride month!!!!

extremely bad:

- depressive episode

- social anxiety (ive also realised that im extremely awkward (╥﹏╥)) 

- i have exams next week

- homework

see what i mean??? i rlly dont know

im also starting to think no one actually likes me bc of how awkward i am. im slowly distancing myself from other people irl. n im not eating much n i keep coughing. im still waiting to meet my psychiatrist cuz i have a lot to say...