I HATE FINALS AND WRITING

i have like 4 overdue finals and i want to literally jump and im tryna get a chapter out for my fanfic before midnight (its 3 pm 4 me rn) but i cant focus. i took a break for like 2 hours and tried to start crocheting but it took forever so i like sorta js gave up??? i cant find motivation despite the fact im listening to really upbeat songs. this is fr bouta be my final week if i dont survive finals week... listening to upbeat songs NORMALLY helps but its not today and this is horrible. ive been focused hella well the past 3 weeks bc my phone broke (its still broken) but now that summer break is catching up to bite me in the ass and theres like a week left of school and everything is due the sceond it hits tuesday i dont think i can fr do this at ALL. using my laptop helpe dme focus at first but now its like a chore to press these keys seriously ARAHSGHDNSAOUFBUOSAV DUBANUOVTV