AGGAGAGGAG I KISSED A PEROSN I DIDNT MEAN TO

UM SO LIKE I WENT TO A PARTY YESTERDAY (nothing illegal it was a birthday party) n like me n my friend (they/them) were dancing together (no room for jesus tbh) and they guided me to a tree kinda and we were just kinda like inching closer together n we like kissed n stuff it was LIKE AGAGAGHA IT FELT SO RIGHT COMPARED TO LIKE THE OTHER GUY YKN?? the only problem is that they just said it was an accident ☹️ idk if they thought that like i wasn't into it or they werent into it but like idk. ! my other close friend was also off when she saw us together and like asked to leave the party immediately after we rejoined everyone else so im wondering if they have something going on and i didnt know abt it and im like a homewrecker rn. AHHHHHH SO CONFUSING