I honestly feel like shit is hitting the fan and all I do is falling apart. but what can i do? nothing. i can't do shit about it. thankfully i'm done with school and i can focus on me and what i need to do for myself and get money for the future.. even if idk wtf that will be. idek if my relation ship will last this summer, even if i do try really hard. whatever, i cant fix everything or make anyone like me. if people hate me, then they hate me and theres nothing i am gonna do about it because that will just waste my time. anyway, i should sleep or something. c ya!