I am in the process of discovery. Being at the bottom has given me plenty of time to look around. I've discovered more about myself than anyone could imagine. 40 plus years of being lied to, gaslit, and completely being misunderstood. All of this has proven to me that I am not meant for this world. However, while I am here I want to enjoy it to the utmost.
I want to experience the life that I was led to believe existed. A family, with traditions, celebrating together despite any minor inconsequential differences. I want to enjoy Christmas, right now I can't. I no longer celebrate Thanksgiving out of deep respect to the indigenous people of the land on which I live.
I'm not upset that basically, my entire life has been a complete fabrication as if I lived on the Truman Show. I'm just finding it difficult to find people that I groove with. Men, virtually impossible for me to get along with unless they are chill AF. Women think I'm only out to befriend them for sex. Society has ALL of its priorities screwed up. The more we can coexist, the more freedom we shall all obtain.
Be well y'all
Rambo out ✌
#TakeCareOfYourMentals
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