Sum stuff about me

I'm 14

I play the piano, I'm average at school and doing pretty alright. 

I prefer being alone, I tend to isolate myself a lot in real life, I only have one friend that i've known for 8 years but im slowly starting to hate her.

I rarely meet people that understand my sarcasm, in short terms, I have a childish sarcasm, I tend to joke and act dumb almost all the time, and I tend to joke in a dark way and ''insult'' childishly, of course if I go over board, I stop and maybe even apologise if I actually hurt the person deeply with dumb ass jokes and insults, but please do not take them very seriously.

I guess I can consider my mindset a little bit hypocritical, I hate almost everyone around me, it's as if i hate almost all humanity, I'm starting to emphasize less, and give a shit less.

I feel edgy writing this but I use different personalities on everyone, to the point I don't even know my own personality.

I'd love to have a trio friend group that shares the same interests as me one day.

random fact about me: everytime I have an interesting dream, I write it down on my notes app.